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The only public posts I'll make will be mostly nonsensical, pointless entries without much of a point.

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12 December 2011 @ 05:52 pm
Spending thousand of dollars and time going to school to get a degree that basically says you're better than other people (those without one) and then continue going to school for a few more years, racking up more debt that you can sit on for the rest of your life, and then once you grab that other piece of paper, or before, whatever, you're expected to get a job to buy crap that you don't need so you can keep buying more crap you don't need, move out, pay your own rent, phone and electric bills while still having to do your laundry because ain't noone gonna do it for you, meet a nice guy who you will end up being bored to shit with because it's the same crap, different day, pop a few kids here and there, raise them so they can also waste time and buy shit they don't need until you're so old that people start buying you more shit you don't need instead until you croak, get placed into a creepy coffin or thrown into the ocean or some shit, and pass your legacy down for maybe a generation or two until people forget who the hell you were to begin with, but it's not like that matters either.
Current Mood: sickexistentialist
13 August 2011 @ 10:57 am

“after a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. you learn that love doesnt mean leaning, and company doesnt mean security. and you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises. and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and with your eyes open, with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.

and you learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down mid flight. after a while you learn…that even sunshine burns if you get too much.

so you plant your garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. and you learn that you really can endure and you really are strong and you really do have worth. and you learn and learn,

with every goodbye you learn.”

-Jorge Luis Borges

17 November 2010 @ 08:08 pm
Just when I think things are getting better, or at least more stable, everything crashes. AGAIN.

10 November 2010 @ 09:43 pm
For guys, it’s “bros over hoes”. For girls, it’s “chicks over dicks”. For me, it’s “whoever the fuck has my back, over them fake ass bitches, anyday”.

31 October 2010 @ 11:36 pm

I hope everyone's Halloween was spoooooktacular!
21 October 2010 @ 03:48 pm
    Sometimes, bad things happen to good people. But what makes them good people is their ability to deal with the situation and become better for it.
04 October 2010 @ 10:06 pm
24 September 2010 @ 07:48 pm
What would you do if you only had one month left to live?

I'd probably not believe it until the last minute and then start panicking and end up crying hysterically on my death bed, haha.

If it was a prognosis by a doctor though, and be 100% certain, I'd probably eat as much fried food as I could. If I'm going to die, you bet your ass I'm going to die with bacon-clogged arteries. I'll be fat, but I'll die happy.

Also, would this happen on a regular February? Because that would be b.s.!
19 September 2010 @ 04:53 pm

This week i've spent so much money. Car fixing, new iphone, new laptop, car payments. Idc though, i've been playing with my new phone for hoursssss!

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